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Wow, what a week i had. So much went on. Concerts, parties, embarrasing moments that friends will hold against me forever and growing closer to people and meeting new people. Still with all this activity i find myself feeling more and more alone. I'm going home in a few weeks but i'm not as excited about it as i feel i should be. How come i'm feeling like this. Maybe i'm just tired but it seems to be a recurring theme in my life. I'm surrounded by wonderful people who i admire, people who everyone should have in their lives. My friends are the most important thing in my life, above anything, even myself, yet with all this i still feel detached, alone, and empty...

I wanna express myself more and more, in music, as time goes on. The urge to be in a band is killing me. I've got so much to sing about but i don't have a band to play with. If your reading this and you wanna start an emo or punk or rock band and you live in the Lancaster/Millersville area or you know someone who needs a singer in their band please let me know. If i don't perform soon i'm gonna break.

So this week has been pretty hectic. Concert on wednesday night in Philli, Coheed and Cambria and Funeral for a Friend. They were great. Then last night on campus was The Format, Something Corperate, and Yellowcard! Wow what a great show that was. Then a small gathering post concert. I met some cool people that night so i'm happy. Tonight is another party, hopefully it will be just as fun.

Question of the week:

Isn't Disney World just a people trap operated by a mouse?

Well things are going pretty well. Its raining outside, again, and i pissed off about that. Not much else going on. I played football for the first time in years and years yesturday with some frat guys. I found out i'm a pretty good reciever, but i can't throw for shit, or i can but my arm and hand hurt when i do it. I think that comes from being skinny and weak. Anyways...my thought for the day:

If we are all God's children, whats so special about Jesus?

So its the 10th Anniversary of Kurt Cobain's death. A sad day for rock. I've had a pretty boring day. I didn't have to go to speech class so that was good. I wish i had some sort of deep and meaningful insights to give out on this thing but it always manages to be either a simple rundown of my day or me bitching about the world. I will try and come up with some stuff from now on so i don't feel like this is a waste of space and time. Starting with today.

Why do they call those small versions of chocolate bars "fun size"? Wouldn't it be more fun if it was bigger and there was more chocolate to eat?